Friday, 25 September 2009
I told myself, NO MORE COMPUTER. No more computer games, no more facebooking, no more of that nonsense. you have to STUDY. Yet, i ended up here. And it's all your fault. lols.
What's been going on? Hmmm.. I would say I'm studying hard for Os, but I would be lying. I'm such a SLACKER. What is my motivation?! Well, I guess TJC would be it. For some reason, I feel motivated by something else. And it will remain a secret until Os are over. Anyway, no motivation= no work done; no work done= no good grades: no good grades= no TJC (or worse, no JC on the whole). Felt so honoured when I was labelled as hardworking today! (: lols. I'm such a slacker I cant believe it. ARGH.
I've been rather obsessed with prom lately. All the talk about if we're going, if we have money, if we get dates, and all the other prom-related IFs. And for those who know, it's kind of a big deal to me.
Please stop sending dubious signals!
Just for your information, I'm feeling soooo stressed now. And if I seems like I'm going bonkers, I am. I think if Jansen, GuoSiong, JiaYing, Try, YuLong and Daryl weren't there just now, I think I would have broken down into tears. Especially the part when I was doing D&T. I found so many "black holes". I was constantly taken aback by the questions. Thanks for being there after school people.
To Lixin and Jas: I'm going to die of depression. *does not smile* LOLS.
Humbled at
8:40 pm