My hopes, crushed, trampled and stepped on. My dreams, shattered, broken and unfufilled. My flesh, killed, slashed and burnt. My love for God, unchanged? I doubt so. I don't see how trials can make someone stronger. I don't see how anyone can take that kind of stress. I can't. You can have the satisfaction of crushing my hopes and dreams again..
Humbled at 11:48 pm
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Who's my lover?
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a (rich) man by my side till we're old , frail and live beside the sea.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
It'll be grand. With people around. I will have my besties as my bride's maids. They will be the next prettiest in the room, other than me. (LOLS! EGO!) Flowers along the aisle. It will be in a magnificent churrigueresque (spanish architecture) mansion.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy a lamboghini. Hire a chauffeur. Buy a mansion. Buy tons and tons of clothes. Share the rest.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
A lovable, understanding, patient, gentlemanly and fun to be with.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. Definitely. Loving someone is heart wrenching.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 1 year, 1 decade, 1 century, 1 millenium, eternity? Depends..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Let it be. There's no point in letting these things get to you. Celibacy is a gift.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yupp. Definitely. Sry Sam and Kwee..
10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
The worst these days is.. emo (not slash wrist emo) ?
11. What cheers you up the fastest?
Talking to loved ones and friends. Playing something like my keyboard or guitar.
12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Still unattached. Having fun with friends and enjoying being single.
13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Loved ones and Friends
what happened to 14?
15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. being married but poor has so much struggles that you have to go through financially.
16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
breathe. duh!
17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Not ALL i guess. Depends on who it is and to what extent do I love him?
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Neither I guess. to tough to decide
19. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who enjoy what I enjoy.
And now to choose 8 people.
1) whoever wants to do it
2) whoever wants to do it
3) whoever wants to do it
4) whoever wants to do it
5) whoever wants to do it
6) whoever wants to do it
7) whoever wants to do it
8) whoever wants to do it
I'm good.
walked in the rain today to eat after band (got our temporary post badges!). JJ went home to eat. So Yap Sheng and I crossed the road with ONE umbrella and it was pouring. And somehow, for some reason, I wish the person next to me wouldn't be him, but my future boyfriend, and we'll be at the beach, instead of crossing the road to have a meal. sighs.. future boyfriend, you must read this post. whoever you will be..
Humbled at 11:44 pm
Ying Ying. 不要走. 我会想你的. sighs. I have loads and loads to say to you, but I didn't have a script with me and if I said everything out infront of the band, I will end up spoiling the mic with tears. I don't want to be so 没有诚意, so I won't type it out on my blog. And I didn't dare to embarass you infront of the band because there are things there that Mr Fahmi won't be happy to hear. So I told Nicholas to plan a section outing so that we can just sit and talk or something. I don't want you to leave so early, because I hardly got to know you.
And of course, Oliver, I have many things to say that I guess I can't say infront of the band because I'll end up saying something stupid. There's the time when I played the flute and I have yet to finish talking about it, not to mention the library.
I will miss both of you. (sorry nicholas)
Humbled at 11:31 pm
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
I found this on lixin's blog. somewhat true i guess..
Humbled at 12:36 am
You scored as Biology/Chemistry/Geology
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Biology, Chemistry, Geology, or related majors (e.g., Biochemistry, Environmental Science, Forestry, Fisheries and Wildlife, Genetics, Marine Biology, Zoology).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Biology/Chemistry/Geology | 100% | ||
Religion/Theology | 94% | ||
Visual&PerformingArts | 88% | ||
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts | 75% | ||
Education/Counseling | 69% | ||
English/Journalism/Comm | 69% | ||
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health | 69% | ||
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage | 69% | ||
Accounting/Finance/Marketing | 63% | ||
Psychology/Sociology | 63% | ||
HR/BusinessManagement | 63% | ||
Physics/Engineering/Computer | 50% | ||
Mathematics/Statistics | 44% | ||
PoliticalScience/Philosophy | 38% |
Humbled at 1:54 pm
sighs. just want to dedicate this to those who have been there for me for so long. Listening to my rants, wants, needs and so much more. You've been all I have ever wanted. It may be a love song, but it's my love song to you. Most of you will be my besties. If you're someone I talk to a lot at night at anyone point of time or someone who spends long afternoons with me, this song is for you.
All my life was a paper once plain, pure and white
Till you moved with your pen changin' moods now and then
Till the balance was right
Then you added some music, ev'ry note was in place
And anybody could see all the changes in me by the look on my face
And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams are a apart
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life
Like a rhyme with no reason in an unfinished song
There was no harmony life meant nothin' to me, until you came along
And you brought out the colors, what a gentle surprise
Now I'm able to see all the things life can be shinin' soft in your eyes
And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams are a part
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life
Humbled at 12:44 am
sry for the lack of updating. been rather LAZY. would love to update about st john's and family camp, but frankly im too lazy to update. me sleepy.. sighs. nvm. had a great family camp!
Thank You God for Nicholas and Nathan who were so cutee! Thank You for a wonderful time with friends and family. Making friends in the process. Thank You Lord..
Humbled at 10:58 pm
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