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Wednesday, 27 May 2009

一了百了：

一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫做回应

为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平情难灭梦难了
心难过你却放手一了百了

离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了


我不能继续爱你，我需要立即停止。 我在你的身边只是白费力气，时间吗？你不需要回答。你自己知道好了。
我决定放弃了。

I've decided to let everything go.. to live in the present..



Humbled at 9:18 pm

Saturday, 16 May 2009

It's been rough. Sometimes I feel that life must hate me. That's too dumb. Life doesn't hate me, I hate life.. Nothing's been okay. I've been through too much lately. And I hope He will come and save.

I want to hate you. I want to forget you. I want to know "why?". Why you would do this. Why you couldn't have told me there and then. Why you go against your word. WHY WHY WHY?! Sigh.. Just to let you know, it's not over. Not yet. For you it may be, but not for me. I tried to do something you never wanted. And it's never going to be the same again.

I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more.



Humbled at 9:41 am

Saturday, 2 May 2009

Yesterday, I went to square 2 with my family & cousins and saw this really cool shop called St Games. It has A LOT of games. Was playing rock band.. Wheeee... So fun. hahs. I would SO go again.

I'm feeling kind of tired now.. Tired of everything and anything.. Tired of wasting my time. Tired of being told to do things. Tired of being told NOT to do things. Tired of having to put up a facade. Just tired..



Humbled at 9:43 am

NATchoo

nataliechoo. 11dec93 Sagittarius. 16.

BV 4e4'09. BVCB 1st Oboe. TP BSG 1B10 Kayak Racing Team

SJSM. Elaine's Cluster. Evelyn's cell.


This is NATalie, the narcissistic little girl. This girl is smarter than she looks and dumber than she speaks. She knows that she is very crazy very often because she can get high on nothing. Natalie can choose to be super duper; friendly, high, emo, silent, shy and happy as she has many different personalities. She is proud to be a golfer and glad to be a musician.
 Lastly, Natalie hopes to see you tag her blog.


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Natalie loves her oboe and her 1974 Morris guitar, Jayden. Of course, she loves her close friends. She obviously enjoys listening to music and playing it, especially in a band. (ie. Drumsticks&Tulips) Natalie has fun playing sports. She loves watching her idol Rory Mcilroy (NIR) play golf! In case you didn't know, she supports Liverpool and Steven Gerrard. Admittedly, she is addicted to her Kpop idol, ChoiJongHoon and his band, FT Island. Natalie's favourite colours are purple, pink and blue. Nat <3 YOU! (cause someone is ACTUALLY reading her blog)

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