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Monday, 15 June 2009

It's like a book where you can never erase what's been written. You can always choose how you will react to it. Well, I wrote it in the book. And now it's time to write a new chapter and let it all go down it history..

Deeper than the surface..



Humbled at 8:11 pm

Monday, 8 June 2009

Thanks to Andy, I was inspired to name my guitar. Well, right now, I only have 1 guitar. Hahs. Sad.. Anw, giving it a girl's name is kind of weird because it sounds like I'm some lesbian. Giving it a guys name sort of sounds like i'll kick it and punch it instead of care for my guitar. So, I decided to give it a unisex name.

Say hello to Jayden. XP



Humbled at 10:18 pm

Saturday, 6 June 2009

Living in my world where everything is all happy happy joy joy. Everything seems masked behind a cheerful smile and a laugh. No pain, no sufferring; no torment, no failure. It's hard to bounce back. It's hard to just move on with life knowing that you're not going to be there. I got myself into this. You are boarding the boat and what am I doing? I'm sitting in my old kayak waiting patiently. Even with the failure, you manage to press on. You go on with life. I guess that's what it means to make the most out of the situation. "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade." But life doesn't give me lemons. It steals and strips away the last bit of sanity that I try to hold on to. It is the devil who steals, kills and destroys. Do not give the devil a foothold. DO NOT.

I imagined this just now:
When you know all hope is lost.
When you find tears streaming down your eyes.
When you have a burden that seems to heavy to bear.
When you are lost in the darkness, where it all looks the same.
When you are staring at the surroundings, and everything is surreal.
When you have your heart torn just turn around you know you'll see Him.
He'll be there for you . :)
He loves you. ♥

Don't let your guard down Natalie, don't be vulnerable.



Humbled at 11:58 am

Thursday, 4 June 2009

Do you know the feeling of being dejected? Left at the side of the curb to rot and die? Sometimes, to feel that there is a lacking. A need to be fulfilled. A hunger to be fed. Perhaps the lack of warmth; the lack of love. The lack of joy; the lack of pain; the lack of emotion. When you feel that something is lacking seems to be the feat, comes forth a sudden transitory of agony.. Unfamiliar pain, but the same story. Never to be told again.. When darkness overwhelmes your being and hope is but a speck of dust, it is not time to rest. The fullness of joy comes with the firm and steady rock on which I stand.
The dread of inferiority. The pain of comparison. The love of deception. The anguish of falling. The wooden frame..

Fall asleep and never awake..



Humbled at 8:41 am

NATchoo

nataliechoo. 11dec93 Sagittarius. 16.

BV 4e4'09. BVCB 1st Oboe. TP BSG 1B10 Kayak Racing Team

SJSM. Elaine's Cluster. Evelyn's cell.


This is NATalie, the narcissistic little girl. This girl is smarter than she looks and dumber than she speaks. She knows that she is very crazy very often because she can get high on nothing. Natalie can choose to be super duper; friendly, high, emo, silent, shy and happy as she has many different personalities. She is proud to be a golfer and glad to be a musician.
 Lastly, Natalie hopes to see you tag her blog.


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Natalie loves her oboe and her 1974 Morris guitar, Jayden. Of course, she loves her close friends. She obviously enjoys listening to music and playing it, especially in a band. (ie. Drumsticks&Tulips) Natalie has fun playing sports. She loves watching her idol Rory Mcilroy (NIR) play golf! In case you didn't know, she supports Liverpool and Steven Gerrard. Admittedly, she is addicted to her Kpop idol, ChoiJongHoon and his band, FT Island. Natalie's favourite colours are purple, pink and blue. Nat <3 YOU! (cause someone is ACTUALLY reading her blog)

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