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Saturday, 6 June 2009

Living in my world where everything is all happy happy joy joy. Everything seems masked behind a cheerful smile and a laugh. No pain, no sufferring; no torment, no failure. It's hard to bounce back. It's hard to just move on with life knowing that you're not going to be there. I got myself into this. You are boarding the boat and what am I doing? I'm sitting in my old kayak waiting patiently. Even with the failure, you manage to press on. You go on with life. I guess that's what it means to make the most out of the situation. "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade." But life doesn't give me lemons. It steals and strips away the last bit of sanity that I try to hold on to. It is the devil who steals, kills and destroys. Do not give the devil a foothold. DO NOT.

I imagined this just now:
When you know all hope is lost.
When you find tears streaming down your eyes.
When you have a burden that seems to heavy to bear.
When you are lost in the darkness, where it all looks the same.
When you are staring at the surroundings, and everything is surreal.
When you have your heart torn just turn around you know you'll see Him.
He'll be there for you . :)
He loves you. ♥

Don't let your guard down Natalie, don't be vulnerable.



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NATchoo

nataliechoo. 11dec93 Sagittarius. 16.

BV 4e4'09. BVCB 1st Oboe. TP BSG 1B10 Kayak Racing Team

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This is NATalie, the narcissistic little girl. This girl is smarter than she looks and dumber than she speaks. She knows that she is very crazy very often because she can get high on nothing. Natalie can choose to be super duper; friendly, high, emo, silent, shy and happy as she has many different personalities. She is proud to be a golfer and glad to be a musician.
 Lastly, Natalie hopes to see you tag her blog.


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Natalie loves her oboe and her 1974 Morris guitar, Jayden. Of course, she loves her close friends. She obviously enjoys listening to music and playing it, especially in a band. (ie. Drumsticks&Tulips) Natalie has fun playing sports. She loves watching her idol Rory Mcilroy (NIR) play golf! In case you didn't know, she supports Liverpool and Steven Gerrard. Admittedly, she is addicted to her Kpop idol, ChoiJongHoon and his band, FT Island. Natalie's favourite colours are purple, pink and blue. Nat <3 YOU! (cause someone is ACTUALLY reading her blog)

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