Thursday, 25 January 2007
I have so many mixed feeling about the juniors coming today. At first I was so excited.. It then turned into anxiety.. I don't know what to feel now. I'm freaking out. I'm afraid that the juniors won't be friendly, or hardworking, or committed to band. I don't understand this feeling. I don't understand it at all.
Ok, Now I will dedicate this part of the post to seniors who are dear to my heart who've I just spent 1 year with.
My Seniors: Elizabeth, Yvonne, Oliver, Ying Ying, Daniel..
Darling seniors:
Elizabeth- Elizabeth, this past year I've spent with you has been extremely rewarding. Since the time which I joined the Flute Section till now. When I was still playing the Flute, I initially was extremely afraid of you, keeping a distance from you. After a while I got used to the way you taught me how to play the Flute. I enjoyed the whole time I've spent with you. Being an oboist has encouraged me to work harder because I wanted you to be proud of me. I don't want you to graduate! I will miss you so much.. ELIZABETH!!!
Yvonne- Yvonne, I might not know you very well, but you are indeed a great senior and section leader. I initially wanted you to teach me instead of Elizabeth because I thought she was scary. Although I changed my mind in the end, you are still a fantastic and wonderful person. Being an oboist has encouraged me to work harder because I wanted you to be proud of me. I admire you for who you are. Small is powerful! I don't want you to leave Flute section. I will definitely miss you a lot! I love you YVONNE!
Oliver- Oliver, what can I say.. You've always been a role model to me. You play the Flute so well although you're only sec 3. I guess you've always reminded me of being all that I can be and performing to the best of my abilities. I will definitely also admire the fact that you're the only boy in Flute section. haha. That is going to change soon. I find the whole point of you as my Flute 2 senior, teaching me and guiding me. I really enjoy your company. Thanks for the fun and laughter. I will never forget the name OLIVER!
Ying Ying- Ying Ying, I know it's a great responsibility for you as my oboe senior. I knew that you never wanted a junior because you always wanted Wei Ning to be your senior. Nothing is fair in life. In the whole Flute section, besides Lorraine and Lixin, I treasure you the most. You are the only other oboist in the band and it's hard to teach someone who learns so slowly. I think that I've made life hard for you. I hope that for this you will forgive me. I miss Wei Ning as much as you do. You're the senior who's closest to me. And I appreciate your being in Flute section, although you are a little uncomfortable, and caring for me. I will look forward to the day you pursue your dream. No matter what it is. Be confident in all you do. You often do a good job, but fail to realise that we all appreciate it. I will always put you in my heart as a great senior.. Maybe next time there'll be a book... My Great Senior YING YING!
Daniel- Daniel, you have been like a brother and encourager. You always tell me that I'm being appreciated by the band, just by being here and I really appreciate it. I'm sorry to constantly pester you at night. You, as a brother, are a great one. I want to play as well as you and to persue my dream as an oboist. I belive that with your constant reminders and compliments, I will go far. I'll miss you when you graduate. Don't leave BVCB!!! Thanks a lot DANIEL!
I love all of you. You all are special to me in a way that is extremely indescribable. All of you mean a lot to me and I wouldn't want to lose any of you. I love all of you. .
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